Suspended Animation
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To accept and move on is one thing, maybe even a harder thing. But this isn't that. This is a holding pattern. Wait & see. I'm not making any sense, but I can't make sense without saying too much. I can say that I received a poetry rejection in the mail today and was handed it by the last person in the world I'd want to take such a thing from.
Comments
Yes, you are.
Posted by: Jess | April 11, 2006 05:04 PM
Sending you strength. Things will get better. Somehow or other, they always do. Louise
Posted by: Louise Mathias | April 11, 2006 05:30 PM
Sorry Louise, this is not meant as a counter-point, but things sometimes get better, G. Often, they don't. I wish you the former.
Posted by: David Harris-Gershon | April 11, 2006 08:46 PM
No. They WILL get better. End of story.
Posted by: C. Dale | April 11, 2006 09:56 PM
Thanks, guys. Louise, David, C. Dale, I think you're all right. When things are this bad the overall picture is bound to improve—but as to the specifics it could go either way. I'm just doing my best to stand the uncertainty as long as I can, because to do otherwise would be harder.
Posted by: Ginger | April 11, 2006 10:02 PM
don't really know you Ginger
and there is nothing to say
but the nothingness will give
way to another day then another
Posted by: j.b. | April 11, 2006 10:24 PM
You are strong enough for it because you have to be. But 2006 sucks mightily.
Posted by: Julie Carter | April 11, 2006 11:01 PM