No time this evening for more than bullet points to remind myself later what the past couple weeks have been like:
- Was able to arrange my courses in such a way that I'll be doing 100% creative work this term: Workshop, obviously. Close Reading for Writers. The Art of the Historical Avant-Garde.
- Have never seen so much free food & drink in my life.
- Encouraged to first & foremost be my own writer. What better welcome could one ask for?
- Real PEERS. Finally!
- Willie Perdomo reading + reception afterward + breakfast next morning. All exceeding expectations.
- Startling sensation of having arrived in a place that feels like home.
- Lack, so far, of any hint of competitive bullshit.
- Workshop: 7in7 MFA boot camp.
- Touch of blankpageitis.
- Gary Sullivan's "To the People Who 'Had' and 'Ate' Their Own Cake" as nearly perfect DIY manifesto. (See Abraham Lincoln)
- CA Conrad's selections from "FRANK" as genuinely disturbing (in a good way).
- Realizing I haven't sent work out to magazines in about a year. Thinking I might like to, if time permits.
- "the mysterious connection that must be established between the generic and the particular to produce human beauty..." (Thomas Mann, Death in Venice). Dear god, yes. So simple & yet almost revolutionary in relation to the world out there.
- Amazing conversations with Adam about mixed media poetics.
If anyone has suggestions for potentially fruitful writing exercises, I'm all ears. I won't always have the luxury of waiting for inspiration to strike, and I could use a few constraints to lean on when the air is thin. The only condition is that I will not, will not, will not write lyric epiphanies. They just don't comport with the way I experience the world anymore.
I warned you this post was going to be messy.